Maybe

Maybe I know now the reason why do I want this blog site of mine., or why do i created it. Coz..there is so many things in me that I can not tell to anybody but I want to burst it out, to shout it out, as we say in cyber.
Problems, himutok sa buhay, tampo.. sama ng loob at kung ano ano pa.... Mga kinikimkim na sama ng loob. Maybe, I am a coward to tell it to the corresponding person, but there is always a reason (for me of course). I am always thinking about them... Sabi nga masaktan na ako, wag lang sila.
Patience as we say it. But ngayon, parang kelangan ko ng ilabas, napapagod na rin ako. Pero naiisip ko pa rin sila, ayokong may nasasaktan na tao. Hangga't kaya ko....

my family

I missed my family so much. Especially my children..my little girl and a boy.. I just called them few minutes ago..and can't resist not to cry...

I love them..so much

Why Do I Create This Blog?

I don't know. That will be my first answer. But of course, something will follow. Like, coz I have nothing to talk to, or I am afraid to say it to others, or not afraid by..I don't know. I just want to shout it out, to burst it out. But not in my network sites that they may know me like this. "Like this"means nothing like I am something or somebody. But rather I just want to write it out.

Now I am asking myself "Why I cant shout  it out in my network site?" Hmmm... I am not a good writer..but it will be a start for me to shout it in this blog..

Like, right now, I am alone again in this room. Can't go out! I don't have a budget for that. I am working for more than twelve years, then Ï dont have money just to go out... hahaha.. what a pity.

Just few hours ago. Got a message for a debt that I got 3 years ago... I dont know...ha..have to stop here..

...to be continued